First day of my exam...

English Paper...haiz...
today...is the first day of my exam....the first subject --- english which is my poorest subject.. yet, i tried to study some essay and letter writing format before exam... actually, it doesn't help too much when exam... i should study frequently in order to pass it with flyings colours... in fact, i didnt do that... i study all subjects at the eleventh hour. this is not a good phenomenon. i should put more efforts on this subject from now....(after my exam 1st...hihi.....)
today, something unexpected happened... i lose in timing when exam...... i waste too much time in letter writing which suggested time is 20minutes... at the end... i just got 30minutes left for my comprehension questions and summary question.. Panic-stricken, i did the comprehension questions as fast as i could...i read directly to the questions without reading on text, and find the answer from the text... worse, time and tide wait for no man..the time passing second by second... i roughly write down the answer that i think is correct....instead it is wrong actually.... at the last part...summary question...i jz spent 5 minutes.... i am sure that u can imagine how fast i did tat.... maximun 50 words.... i jz write until 50 then stop...and without further checking on the rest sentences after the last point i gained from the text given. it's no time for me to double check on my answer.... i only can make arrangement on my answer booklets and tied it on....then pass up.... i cant get A anymore i think.... Due to panic circumstances...i cant do well... it's too stress!! cannot maintain the result as last semester alr.... quite depressed...
after this paper.....i stilll got 5 papers to go..... haiz...now, i should take a deep breathe and forget about it..... but i cant do tat... my mind always think at English paper...with full of anxiety.... hopefully i cant control myself.... and ready for the next paper-- BM..... hv to gambate....coz it is not easy to score ... Good Luck and All the Best!!!


January 25, 2007